Sunday, April 25, 2010 ♥
Yesterday wasnt good... :(
Everyone blamed me fer EVRYTHIN!
IT SUCKED BIG TIME!
My mum kept sayin i was actin smart just becos she thot i knew the way to go to the place we were goin to n dint tell her coz i was pissed off with everyone
but i dint evn know the way!!!
LIKE HELLO!!! i don live in east coast and neither do i go there often(LIKE SHE WOULD LET ME -.-) and she kept askin me where to go wad bus to tk BLABLABLA!! and i said STOP ASKIN STUPID QUESTIONS!! its a stupid question coz she should noe she's askin sumone who's clueless and mindin her own business!! but she just WANTS to GET ON MY NERVES and BUG ME!! :@ SO ANNOYING!!
i planned a whole party fer those boys who were
absolutely ungrateful and blamin me for scoldin them fer
actin like IMH patients in the MRT!!
EMBARASSMENT!!
URGH!!
then i get this HUGE NAG frm my mum fer scoldin them !!
LIKE WTF!!
who would not scold ppl who are normal who are actin absolutely ABNORMAL at a place where ur supposed to BEHAVE URSELFS!!
aiyoooo!!
alryt F*** IT!
anyway it was their bdae!! SO WADEVA!!
and then tell ppl my sorrows oso dono how to console!
THIS shows that i should keep it with me and just die inside!
THANKS ALOT [ u noe who u r :,,-( ]
LIFE SUX!!
I wannat ta just cut my hand reaL deep and die
BUT i'm scared to do that!
WHY??
WHY???
I wanna hv that bravery to do it... coz i wanna die...
HAHA sounds stupid but.. its true ...
the truth sux doesnt it... :,,-(
U mite feel its stupid fer me to think of dying coz of such a small thin but u do not noe the whole story... so nvm... ;-(
i'm feeling as sad and depressed and stressed as.......
Boy , as time passes by , the feeling gets stronger & stronger }